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First Second Chance

by Flightless Fairy

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1.
Jaws 03:46
See what's to come Sharpen your teeth You're what is whispered of You're what lies beneath Sleepless nights. Under the sea In anticipation of What else life could be Can you feel it? Tides are a-changing Rise up to the surface And prepare to feed Become the villain That you were always Meant to be and Embrace your darker side Compel them to set you free, by Eating all the enemies That you can fit In between your jaws Submerge again. Devour shoals Don't jump through hoops That's never been the goal Don't entertain Set your own terms Don't have to kill, but Your bite must be firm Validate the myth Expose its veins Smell a drop of blood From miles away And hunt Honestly rather be Seen as nonthreatening Instead of always re- -duced to teeth gnashing But that's the hand that you've been dealt It doesn't matter what you've felt You've been told not to bite back But don't cut any more slack, just Eat all the enemies That you can fit In between your Jaws Jaws Jaws (Jaws)
2.
Purgatory 03:26
Show me a permanent state Of the self, I will not wait For help I gotta be my own And show me how to say What it is I truly mean To say So I don't push you away First mistake, first second chance Always ask for one last chance To prove What you can and can't do Where did I go Where have I been When were my ashes Lost on the wind Cos I've been here before I've been here before Never wanna go forth But never stay behind Left in the dark But not this time Gonna find the truth I'm gonna find the truth What does it mean to Fight and fight until the bitter End When it never ends And what does it mean to Rise above in wings and flames Again When I've lost another friend Next mistake, next second chance How's it said in your parlance Betrayed? Cos I won't go your way? Lost my sense of self Along the way Purgatory day by day By day Need another reason To stay
3.
There was a storm brewing inside As we tried to clear the air Before a collision of clouded thoughts Could strike us down. Never in the same place twice, they say But at once We were reminded of what our roots look like. Several seconds later came the thunderous realisation That while together we could illuminate a room, It was never meant to last. Once the hourglass was flipped And the cycle began anew It was all I could do not to shatter its glass And send every grain Cascading. Our time was up; you knew it, and I knew it too But now I know too it'd never be worth the pain To tread over the shards of the mess I would make Just to feel snowflakes on my face again. I may never see another white Christmas, But I've never been one to resent the rain. The mountains still call out to me Coaxing me back home Whispering all my names on the wind My skin laid bare in the snow Ready to receive each one Ready to welcome them back into my being Ready to melt into spring And bloom once more. But each of these names carry secrets Not even an avalanche could conceal How many times have you reinvented the wheel Only for it to roll downhill? There are only so many ways to descend a slippery slope. But I have been in the presence of alchemists, Unaware that they were teaching me everything they knew How to turn blood into elbow grease Sweat into cum Tears into laughter And fear... Into rebellion. How to find love in the night And life in the void And peace in the fight And kind in the scorn And wind in the kite And calm in the storm And quiet in the white... Noise. How to produce a spark of my own That can turn anything Into gold.
4.
Revisiting The neighbourhood you knew The house is gone Familiar faces few Nothing's quite the same And yet. you seem to remain So does this place That once felt like home The sounds And the smells They comprise Your personal hell You miss them so The ebb and the flow Fauna and flora The touch and the go Left out in the rain Two arms, four walls one and the same Where is this place Who feels like home? Where's this place Who feels like home? Turn your back On everything you know To reset To resume your growth Forgive yourself For all your disgrace Earn yourself a place That one day could feel Like home Like home Like

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This gothic-tinged collection by the Flightless Fairy, Dani Pickering, fuses folk textures to an occasionally more pop-oriented song structure while maintaining a dark thematic underbelly, inspired by their struggles to achieve a stable sense of identity – even into adulthood.

“With First Second Chance I’ve sought to tackle anxieties around feeling like I just don’t seem to have a coherent sense of self, which I do by looking at how I relate to other people and places instead,” they said. “Each song is a step in a journey toward my unsettling realisation that identity itself is dependent on these pretty fundamental relationships.”

credits

released April 12, 2019

DANI PICKERING — vocals, guitar, instrumentals, lyrics, composition, production
KIRSTIN CROWE — supporting vocals, vocal coaching
S. MADDOX — production, instrumentals (Purgatory)
ZAK "BADGE" RAPHAEL — warbling, instrumentals
BRIGHID HURTUBISE — New Zealand Gothic consultancy
HURIANA KOPEKE-TE AHO — cover art

Special thanks: to MIRKY TANNIT for help crossing the first few hurdles; JACK MELLS for the eleventh-hour advice at the finish line; DR. KATHLEEN KUEHN for the motivation to see Flightless Fairy through; and FLORENCE WELCH for being the QUEEN OF PEACE.

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Flightless Fairy Wellington, New Zealand

I live in Te Whanganui-ā-tara / Wellington and make music somewhere between folk and pop about anxieties in Aotearoa both big and small.

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